I feel weird...

...or is it wired? I've heard of blogs countless times, but I never saw the need to do my own. When I saw Rina Azcuna's phlogs (www.phlogs.net), it hit me how wonderful a blog/phlog would be to unleash the hidden (nyarf!) artist in me... or bring back the hit-and-miss journal writer that started when she was only 9 years old.

So what am I doing? I don't know. Like I said, I feel weird... or is it more of LOST? Floating? Rambling on and on because of this little void in me that I've been feeling for weeks now. Like I'm here but would rather be elsewhere... I'm present, but hopelessly absent. I look happy, but am actually a geyser ready to explode.

My appetite's gone crazy again... am expecting to have it anytime soon, most likely tomorrow. I can't help but eat carbs again, and its starting to show in my belly!!! Argh, I'm growing love handles with no one to love handling them!

Its Monday night, and I'm raring to play badminton because I haven't played in a WEEK! I feel like I need to release a lot of stress and pent-up feelings... I've tried spa treatments (massage, facial, back facial, spa pedicure), but these haven't helped me at all. Less than 24 hrs later, I'm feeling stressed and tired again.